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Being an alcoholic on hate and flame these past few years has really been devastating, from the pains of spending your last dollar of discretionary income to the never ending all morning diarhea liquid damp cabbage fart shits, to the fatigue high blood pressure hypertension nauseated feeling all the time making you less productive and motivated than a heroin addict. Feel like ending it all. My reward circuit is damaged and cannot feel/produce dopamine naturally anymore. I didn't choose this or did I? *NM*

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