Going through another stage of suicidal thoughts and depression,
the neuroticism that my parents forced upon me by their behavior only exacerbate the issue,
i am now a 34 year old adult male kissless virgin whos reclusive and misanthropic,
i am crippled socially, maybe even worse than Lloyd,
ive been a forced shutin and now the time I realize I need to have company... I dontt know how to properly manifest those desires.